Remembering the past as if it were today, images hunt you down like you're its prey.
Shadows appear you would rather not see, remnants of the person you used to be.
Lightness, darkness, fear trapped inside, the kind of fear you will do anything to hide.
Alone at night, I feel the fear swell inside, cause I am afraid of the things I have done,
but mainly I am scared of the man who I have become.
Bad decisions, mistakes were made, at somepoint in the future the debt must be paid.
So far my life's been a roller coaster ride, but only God truly knows, how hard I have tried.
Copyright ©2009 Paul Michael Barham
I look I see what I truly want to be, a person of truth and honesty.
What does the future hold for me?
Copyright ©2009 Paul Michael Barham
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